(via mental-love)
My world just crumbled down on me. Seven years of love, comfort, and trust are gone. The only thing I pray for now is to remain our foundation of friendship, cause thats the last thing we can hold on to.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be the girlfriend you wanted me to be, but I can’t continue, lying that I am a good one and that I’m giving you my all. I’m at a place where I need to focus on myself and my needs to set my future straight. If only you can understand that I need time to build myself so I can give you my all in the future, and that will be the time you will deserve me and I will deserve your love.
I would rather risk not being with you now so I can spend the rest of my life with you in the future later, when we will be equal parts, and have the time to treasure one another the proper way. I’m sorry to have disappointed you and hurt you in a tremendous way, but I can’t keep hurting you, where the hurt till be more painful than what I did to you now.
I love you enough to let you go. That way, you can stop hurting from all the disappointment you had from me.
